Don't know what i'm feeling..

i just read erin's blog.. uhhmm.. wala kc magawa eh.. sobra.. i just was really doing nothing.. well.. im getting to the point..

as i was reading her blog.. it made me think.. many things did happened to her.. i dont really know about the exact details.. and maybe because.. i was trying not to.. coz i wanna forget everything that happened.. yeah.. its still hurts.. and maybe i thought of many things i want to do but i can't.. im to wasted to do anymore.. when i was reading that post.. it made feel that i was a "panakip-butas" sh*t.. who ever is reading this.. you dont want to be in my position now.. its true.. but im not going for suicide.. that stupid..

God made love to make us experience the joy and the pain.. and maybe

somethings are really not to be found out.. somethings are really meant to be secret forever..

maybe i really want to tell her that im sorry or some sort.. but sometimes.. when i see her.. it really brings back the pain more.. hayyy.. its woes of a broken heart.. f*ck the feeling..

maybe she wont read this post.. i hope not.. bka magalit ka sakin.. pero somethings must be let out of our system.. im just letting out.. what i dont need anymore.. what i really want to forget.. but sometimes.. i dont really want to forget.. coz it maybe the last thing that connects me to her..


-- the person behind the "pipoLoFdsUn"